Wow as I am sitting here trying to understand everything I am becoming more and more preplexed. I know that when 2013 everything changed. Deep inside of me are the emotions of a young woman who will soon have a birthday and turn another year older. I am trying to grasp all that God has lead me to and brought me through over the years. Less than 30 years old and I already am feeling like my God at times has deserted me. Then I open up my Bible and I see it plainly that he has not forsaken me nor forgotten me. Psalm 38:21 says: Forsake me not, O Lord: O my God, be not far from me.
Those are some powerful words and I know that they are true. Last night at Women's meeting (we are studying the Book of Deuteronomy with Beth Moore.) When we have outgrown being special than we are too old. God love us no matter what we do and He wants us to know that! Then again we feel like it is so hard to trust anyone. Which it is at times, but then we have to put our whole trust in God. I have heard lately how come your parents don't hire a nurse? Or how come you are throwing your life away by helping take care of your daddy and here is the response. In the Bible it talks about taking care of the elderly, the orphans, the poor, the sick, and the widows. My daddy does have a rare condition, and my parents can't afford to hire a nurse. Does it get hard? Yes, but I strive ahead to do what I know God would want me to do.
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